Time for....... you decide

I was listening to this song the other day while painting. I had heard it many times prior to this, however, it is amazing that when you are otherwise scatterbrained, you don't actually "hear" what is playing in the backround. This time, I heard for the first time how deep this song really is. I would venture to say that it is the story of the work God began in me before our move. It is still an unfinished work, as we all are. However, it is my prayer, year by year, to allow this process of God's house cleaning. To continually ask for refining/purification so that God has HIS way into shaping me into who HE desires me to be.
No matter how long you have been saved,there are always times to allow the Lord to CLEAN HOUSE. We never become immunized to change and allow the Lord to purge our 'old man.' Dont get me wrong, it hurts, it is hard and even a bit traumatic at times, however the result is pure freedom. When we get saved and repent, all of our past is forgiven! We have a clean slate! Unfortunatley, sometimes we continue to 'hold on' fearing what may happen if we let God have ALL of our baggage! We sometimes like to take our baggage with us just to keep it 'safe'. Sad thing is this is a lie from Satan. This is bondage! Bondage to our former self, our past sin, and finally bondage to the present sin....... Lack of trust that the Lord can handle our fragile hurting hearts with the same amount of care He handles our eternity. When listening to this song, ask the Lord to search your heart to find those things that have been 'broken too long'. The Lover of your Soul is just waiting on you.
Make sure to mute my music on the side bar to hear this amazing song! Lyrics below!



It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time to make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
And all I can do is surrender

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time for a milestone Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will
Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is You want from me
I give everything I surrender...

To... Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time to face up Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to release all my held back tears

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly
Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see
This *IS* something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly
Something Heavenly

It's time to face up Clean this old house
Time *to* breathe in and let everything out

After allowing the Lord to search your heart, if you find that there is a lot more cleaning that you want the Lord to do I highly recommend going through the study Healed & Set Free by Tammy Brown. This site has a very good description of what it entails. There is even an audio file where you can listen to the author's testimony. I can truely say that it is the best investment I have ever made in a bible study. It is not just a book of ideas and quick fixes. It is a labor of love for HOW the bible applies to HEALING the deepest wounds and truely moving on. Even good bible believing churches tend to lean toward adopting physchological non-sence to sustain a 'status quo' of misery and bondage. Being faced with the scriptures in this book changed my marriage, my family, friendships and my perspective on who I am in Christ.

Loves & Hugs!

Conversion/confessions of a pessimist

Isn't it fascinating, the differences in personalities and how the Lord fits all of us imperfect folks together. Usually, when 2 people marry, one will be the person with a huge world-view…... A person who has no trouble seeing God as limitless and therefore has amazing vision and plans for what the Lord can do. Sometimes this also includes the amazing ability to sit at the Lords feet long enough to hear HOW He wants these plans to unfold! Fortunately this personality also must include a filter. Folks like this are usually paired up with someone that is more of a down to earth type who sees things on a smaller scale in a ‘realistic’ but limited perspective. Praise God for the filter that takes the limited ‘world-view advice’ and brings this perspective to the Lord’s feet. Not to limit the Lord, but to figure out IF there is any wisdom to be found or if it is just a device that the enemy is utilizing in order to steal from God’s limitless abilities to work through us!
Most of you who really know John and I can pretty much figure out 'who is who' in this scenario. If you don’t well then just keep reading!
Although I would love to be the one who has the limitless world view, I am not one of those folks and usually play things pretty safe. It is a blast to ‘live vicariously’ through the dreamers, contribute to the dream and get that amazing awestruck glimpse of what the Lord can do with ‘no inhibitions’. When the rubber meets the road though, and when it is time to act of those limitless plans………. When my ‘faith in theory’ is put to the test to see if it is real or just a façade……… My flesh likes to play the role of a, for lack of a better term, party~pooper!
I know in my head, that a plan so huge could only be of the Lord, BUT yet it is so easy, to allow ME to creep in and spoil the whole thing! To slip into my flesh and put on the brakes to thwart something awesome God might have planned! I am the first person to bring limitations back into the picture. Somehow, in my flesh, I feel the need to inform the Lord, that there might be things He has not yet considered that may stand in the way of these ‘grandiose, bigger than life itself’ plans.
This realization made me contemplate how many times I have missed out on something pretty amazing due to the fact that I was too short sighted. In doing so, I settled for what is ordinary rather than the extr-ordinary! How many occasions, due to pride, selfishness, comfort or just a narrow world view, God’s plans just really didn’t fit into my personal reality. Instead of turning to the Lord, and pleading with Him to mold me, by broadening my world-view to fit His plan, instead I have cheapened His plan in order to force it to fit my reality/comfort. Meaning, that there were many times my comfort level & lack of obedience, put God’s plans in a box! However, the cool thing is that through this whole move, I have seen the Lord bigger than I have ever seen Him before. I watched Him ‘move mountains’ to get us here which in turn, makes me more open to broadening my world view to whatever He wants to do next. Without our pre-conceived boundaries, we have no need to limited God to fit Him into our circumstances.
Many times we don’t want God to be limitless because it may cost us something.
Romans 12: 1 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service. 2 And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.
Phil 2: 3 Let nothing be done through selfish ambition or conceit, but in lowliness of mind let each esteem others better than himself. 4 Let each of you look out not only for his own interests, but also for the interests of others.
I am sure you are all a bit curious about what got me into pondering all this and it was something totally simplistic. It was almost like God gave me a glimpse of a before and after scenario. I was listening to our pastor’s wife the other day share a pretty amazing event that God had placed on her heart. How she wasn’t certain on the particulars of where, when and how but that, in His timing, she was suppose to put it together. She was talking about some pretty awesome limitless possibilities that God could use to reach out to the community, which is always very exciting, since this is what we came here to do! For once in my life, the Lord allowed me to see HIS limitlessness in the concept, where as so often my flesh would take over and run amuck. Usually the flesh gets precedence first to run amuck and THEN I turn to the Lord and allow Him to change my heart. Must have been the Holy Spirit to help me put on the mind of Christ! I found that instead of thinking about why they could never work it made me think of how awesome if at the Lord’s leading we could put those plans into action! Just a small victory for the Lord that was pretty neat to give Him the Glory for!